So sorry i still like you much

I can't control myself

I just like you once i know you, i miss you ...

But what can i do

What should i do?

I spoiled all these

Ruin our friendship

I am so wrong =(

I have hurt too many people ...

I am so sorry

I don wan all these happened 

But it just did

I never realize

So sorry my friends

Always remember!

People won't remember you though you do remember people ....

Looking forward , HongKong trip!!!

Yeah~

The world is so big~~

感受别人感受不到的东西，其实也没什么大不了~~

放下了，开开心心过每一天 ^^

每一天都期待明天的到来~~

=)

Gain and lose

Balancing of the world ...

You'll lose something when you gain something...

Since junior 2 i am changing myself for something ...

Now i got the ability yet i lost something important for me , i can't solve and change again ..

All i can do is go ahead...

Wishing everything could be fixed...

The Beginning of a story is always happy...

Gain and lose

Balancing of the world ...

You'll lose something when you gain something...

Since junior 2 i am changing myself for something ...

Now i got the ability yet i lost something important for me , i can't solve and change again ..

All i can do is go ahead...

Wishing everything could be fixed...

The Beginning of a story is always happy...

Aiming

积极积极积极！！ 4.0!!!!!!

发奋发奋发奋 ><

You have more friends than you know

Just leave those ppl who doesn't care of you....

Not worth at all to care them ... 

They are only ants if compare with the whole world ....

There are more ppl who really do care of you ...

And best friend won't leave you with a stupid reason "you have too much friends","You doesn't care of me"...

Bullshit, noncense !!

As long as i never be that kind of friend.

i won't pretending because of you...

i'll be myself because that is ME !!

As long as i am still survive without "friends"....

Fk off!!

Happiness

Sometime together isn't mean to be gathered...

Being apart isn't mean to being a part....

No matter what ,happy is the most important ~ =)

Sleeplessness night~

The hardest thing for me is standing alone ...

How much i wish i can fight the loneliness ...

Just can't imagine how the ppl live alone ...

No piano , no wifi...

Really hope there is someone who are caring me~ ><

Sometimes i just get tired ...

积极！积极！

算了，我不应该消极。

跟自己说声对不起...

他妈的自己拿来衰~

Haha...

现实往往让人绝望

也许，真爱对妳而言已成为童话，
我那么的努力想要改变你这想法。
对我而言，
爱与不爱，喜欢与不喜欢不是只用口说，
说一大堆promise也许只不过是垃圾。
我听你说过太多让我绝望的话。
我没有改变你在我心中的地位，
承受了那么多，
换来的却是＂我接受不到让我感觉会背叛我的人做我重要的朋友＂
连好朋友都不是。
我知道那是我自己拿来，我心甘情愿。
谢谢你那句＂其实我们只是想象中那么好＂
我不是天使，我也是会伤心。

A world belong to me~

终于体会到天堂 ><
班上每个人说的话题就是
major minor
钢琴 小提琴 吉他 brass saxophone viola ......
虽然有些课有点....
不过感觉还是不错的 =)
Many nice ppl ~~

喜新厌旧？

旧的不去，新的不来。
天下无不散的酒席，
一切就只留下美好的回忆来让自己痛苦~
我珍惜，
因为我知道没什么机会见面了。
我放下，
因为我知道我不能原地踏步。
我往前，
因为我知道这只是昙花一现。
再会朋友 =)

Music Journey I

星期天就要搬上去KL了，
想到下星期要一个人住在KL，
早上一个人驾车去上课，
然后教钢琴，
然后回家冲凉休息吃饭，
上下网，
准备下第二天的课。。。。。
啊~~
让我想到以后的生活。。。
长大了，
陪在身边的人越来越少，
越来越独立。
判断，思考，决定
大脑的工作量也慢慢的提高
此外还要管理自己的情绪，
维持理智，人际，
平衡自己，
做个大人！
一个稳重可靠的男人....
梦想永远都是那么的美好~
现实永远都在打击，考验~
故事的开端总都一样是有一天，
情节的变化与结果才是重点。。。

Music journey

一个人的生活并不适合我
但并没有想象中那么糟糕
也没有想象中那么美好 =.=
一个人开始踏上自己未来的路
独立的生活让我开始去尝试，体验世界~
真希望能找到个音乐知己一起走这条路
一起分享，体验，经历~~
最重要的是，害怕时有个人陪 haha...


一个人包三间旅店房感觉还蛮不错的~~
茶喝完了可以去隔壁拿
毛巾拿来擦脚
肥皂可以带回家 lol...
还有早餐buffet roti canai curry 里面的马铃薯跟鸡肉可以尽量拿 hahaha!!!

S.M.I.L.E

See through the future
Mature yourself
Ignore the others
Love the world
Ensure your health

Past

I know my new life is coming ...
I know i had to let go my past ...
I just haven't prepared well ...
I miss you guys ...

A free day ~

Spaghetti , badminton , swimming and jamming~~
Nothing special but memorable ....
How much i miss the most wonderful life that had already past ~
A life with studies , friends , tuition , class , recess , canteen , choir , music , sport ,and fun. Our life in high school~
However , it's a nice day to revive those memories ....
Have a good time today ^^

Gathering

Really have a nice day with friends of high school ^^
Especially thanks to Justin provided a place for us to play , sing , bath and having fun~
Then also thanks to our driver today >>
Yong Tai , Joycelyn , Brian and Shang Shi~~
And thanks to those who join us today =P
I'll plan more gathering before everyone go study overseas ....
Of course the venue of gathering will change every time ~
^^


P/s : Sorry for today i had forgotten to take photo already..These are the only photo i got ~

Future

Hmm~ never write a new post since a long time ago..
Today i just heard from Joycelyn that there is an apps, "blogger".
So i just downloaded and try on it =)

New life
Since i had just experienced a life of studying for two months i found that a life without any event , concert , music , something special or something new is bored for me. I just can't stay in that environment.
Therefore, i made my decision without discuss it with anyone except my family.
The reason i do that is i don't want to be affected by anyone's suggestion or useless comment ....
Within this two months , i found out some bad habits that need to correct at once , really thanks to my friends who tolerant on my stupid attitude and action , and thank to those who stay with me..
Reality is always cruel ,some friendship forever or "best" friend is never be ever ...
Sometime the more you care , the more you hurt ...
Don't simply care on someone you know. Care on those who really care of you especially family ...
Mistake will always exist in life , remember to learn from it not fears it....